2020

Was put on a leave of absence in March, boss said he’d call if work picked back up but I haven’t heard from him. Had to cancel my first trip out of the country in years…was going to Japan in Spring. Did a lot of disc golfing which is a bunch of fun. Lots of listening to audiobooks. Bought a tent from a friend and immediately drunkenly broke my foot so I was unable to capitalize on that purchase that summer. I managed to catch some reading and lake days near the end of summer once it was a bit healed up. Socializing more and getting out was one of my goals that year but it ended up not really being a good time for that. Too much video games playing. Started trying to learn a bit about machine learning but lost steam not far in. Occasionally I added to a story I’ve started to write. I barely played the keyboard I bought at the beginning of the pandemic, though I did build a pretty awesome shelf for it.

Wanna set more short and long term goals in 2021

Guide to Shift Human Civilization to an “Eden”

May or may-not expand on this more later. Just a basic idea I’ve been thinking about this morning. I have personal opinions on how these should be weighted by importance, but I’m not dumb enough to believe I understand the world well enough to know best.

 

*model from nature I’m trying to emulate is a functioning, living creature.

 

In this representation a governmental body and taxation are critical components which determine health of the system and allocate funds where necessary. I don’t like the current distribution of funds. I’m also thinking long-term rather than short-term – indefinite or forever terms rather than human years

 

Where to spend taxes collected:

  • Infrastructure development and maintenance
    • Water and Food
    • Shelter
    • Emergency Services
    • Power distribution
    • Health Facilities
    • Transportation
      • emphasis on public transportation
    • Communication
    • “Raw” Land maintenance
  • Education   ***higher resource allocation = higher future production capabilities
    • Human Heritage (takes place of HISTORY as HISTORY has been used to brainwash/manipulate for profit)
      • subset of animal – not understanding this leads to unmanageable labels
        • objective: survive! leftover time goes to reproduction efforts
          • desire for wealth is a human expression of squirrels hiding nuts or large predators staking out territory, hoarding resources for personal/progeny’s survival
        • survival before tools: migration, persistence hunting, gathering
        • advanced pattern recognition led to advanced tools (clothing, fishing, fire, cell phones, manipulation of minds and environments)
    • Community Service
      • contribution (if you use a toilet you need to be willing to clean one occasionally)
      • lessen future vandalism (those who help maintain community resources are less likely to harm them)
    • Derived Sciences
      • math
      • biology
      • chemistry
      • physics
    • Physical Fitness (big movement)
      • healthy populations consume less resources than unhealthy populations (preventative measures)
      • lengthens duration of productive years
    • Innovation (fine movement)
      • arts: music, crafting, creation
      • mechanics: comfort with tools, building, creation
      • computer science: components, usage, programming
  • Amenities
    • large- and small-scale community events
    • life-enriching products/service
    • PSAs not biased by profit

 

Other general ideas

  1. Make local communities as self-reliant as possible, providing all services and amenities required per Federal guidelines. If government-funded communities cannot be sustained at adequate levels affordably, peoples should be relocated.
  2. Shift all businesses to non-profits (make “for-profit” business ventures less-desirable)
  3. Industries need to understand all chemicals being consumed and produced and charge enough upon sale to cover costs to reverse buildups. (overhaul recycling programs)
  4. Local taxes should reflect the strain or reliance on infrastructure or outside support. (harsh environments require more resources to maintain)

Short

Once most of the people on the planet begin treating this life as the only one they’ll have the world will really begin to shine. If people didn’t behave as if they’ll live forever after they die they’d be much more interested in making this life better.

Profit = Slavery

Profit stifles innovation. Profit demands established companies stifle their competition. Profit demands owners minimize costs while charging more. Profit wants all labor to be slave labor.

People fail to realize profit is concentrating the means of production in smaller and smaller groups. Money, raw materials, and time are the means for innovation, and the wealthy have an unequal portion reserved for their own uses or sitting idly in a bank. As the means to produce become more expensive and money itself becomes less widespread, those able to contribute and innovate in meaningful ways also shrinks.

I have been losing my patience with the brainwashed, selfish, ignorant people that blindly believe what their government has taught them. Your government is made up of the wealthy in your country. They ensure they will not lose their wealth. The most detrimental aspect of humans is their ability to learn things that aren’t true, and the intentional disinformation being perpetuated by the wealthiest people on the planet to make the lower-class blind to their abuse.

Until we remove the ability to be wealthy people will always use others for profit. We need to decide that we want a classless society (where have I heard that before?) and make changes to ensure that a classless society is possible.

You might not want to change the system for two reasons: 1) You don’t want to give up the lifestyle and level of comfort you are currently living at, and 2) You hope to continue using the system to become more wealthy yourself.

STOP trying to selfishly take advantage of the system to BE the wealthy person. Decide that there should be NO wealthy people.

P. S. FUCK LUXURY ITEMS/AMENITIES. PRODUCING LUXURY ITEMS IS THE MOST WASTEFUL USE OF HUMAN PRODUCTION AND RAW MATERIALS

Terraforming and Resource Management

Animals with unrestricted growth wipe themselves out by overpopulation and eventual resource exhaustion and ecosystem destruction. Humans are so adaptable that almost every part of the planet has become our habitat. As a result, the entire planet is at risk of being exhausted of resources. I believe that terraforming, altering a planet to support human life, and resource management would be well-understood by any “intelligent” species that has managed to survive without destroying itself.

For a species to survive long-term it needs to live in balance with the ecosystem in which it resides. Humans have a very short life-span, 50-100 years with a wide-variance due to individual lifestyles and environments. Because we are short-lived and animals concerned with self-preservation if the community isn’t threatened, we, as a species, haven’t developed a great understanding of how to maintain the environment on a planet-wide scale. Creating habitable environments and managing resource consumption needs to be understood by every member of the species so that, as a species, we can make intelligent and effective decisions. Move people out of harsh areas and potentially CHANGE those areas into places that can easily sustain life.

The same universal patterns exist in every part of the universe, and the closer to that pattern we structure ourselves, the more likely we are to remain existing in that pattern. Structure our society like a living creature; each individual cell has all the cellular components. Communities should rely on local environments for self-sustenance as much as possible; If too much of your needs for survival are supplied by other areas, the deterioration of those supply lines means that community will suffer and eventually die or be abandoned. Every community should have a self-produced source of food and water, energy production, all the necessary components for a population to survive.

Cells are in constant communication with surrounding cells and, if they lose this ability to communicate and respond to the cells around them, they might become cancer cells (lookup intercellular communication). Communities need to be constantly communicating with nearby communities to have a clear understanding of the current state of resources so that disastrous lack of resources can be avoided.

A population must continuously maintain it’s habitat otherwise it will destroy the habitat.

Inherited Pattern Recognition

VERY SIMILAR TO EXPERIENCE-BASED DEFINITIONS

The brain, as far as helping a creature survive goes, simply recognizes patterns. Experience teaches us how to interpret these patterns; the patterns our brain learns end up becoming our perception of reality. The more we experience a pattern, the easier it is for our mind to comprehend. This is reflected by every creature’s development.

Homo Sapiens have an incredible capacity for pattern recognition. This is the SOLE reason humans have become what we are. All of our technology grows from this: languages, science, the structure of society….pattern recognition makes it possible. Our capacity for pattern recognition allows us to learn to a degree no other animal we’ve studied has been able to match.

Our brains do NOT understand how things as they exist; if they did, we would all understand the world identically. The fact that different people CAN believe different things makes this an irrefutable FACT.  Our brains try to understand the best way they can based upon the previous established patterns it recognizes.

Language allows us to pass on personal knowledge, or individually learned patterns, to others. Overall, humanity does a decent job sorting out reality from fiction. There are very general understandings that make sense: breathing is important for our survival, water is important for our survival, eating is important for our survival. However, if you look closer than that, individual beliefs plague our understanding. People argue about how to breathe, what water is best, the best diet to adopt; most of this discourse is produced by individuals with poor or outright incorrect understandings of the subject matter.

People learn patterns; they often defend what they learned, even without proper evidence to justify their beliefs. Instead, they become indoctrinated to a system of belief that becomes incredibly hard to break. Once you recognize a pattern, it’s very hard to stop or change it without a conscious realization that the initial pattern might be false. An incredible amount of shared human knowledge has no basis in fact. They are simple traditions we inherit, accept, and pass on without thinking because those around us do the same.

There are many worldwide accepted concepts that I have understood to be untrue or greatly misunderstood by almost the entire population. Too many concepts that are sustained by us have not come under proper scrutiny. We have made it a long time without analyzing our collective understanding, but this can’t last forever. Eventually, society will become unsustainable due to the abundance of false patterns that are adopted. Our collective concepts MUST be analyzed under a lens of reality. Too much of humanity’s energy and the planet’s resources are wasted due to our collective poor understanding of the universe and ourselves. An incredible amount of oppression and suffering is caused by our illogical structuring of society. If we don’t update and amend our societal beliefs to reflect the reality of our environment and biology, we will (slowly) destroy ourselves.

Homo Sapiens Biological Necessities

Air – Minutes without before death

Water – Days without before death

Food – weeks without before death

Species Support – infancy: hours or days before death. Maturity: no way to pass genetics.

Reproduction – species goes extinct without

The only goal for “living” creatures is to survive to maturity and reproduce. There is no reason for it; this is another universal development that is self-sustaining. Life develops and changes according to the environment around it, and many creatures are unable to adapt well enough to survive in today’s rapidly-changing environments. There are certain needs every species has in order to continue surviving; the ones mentioned above are the only true needs for individual homo sapiens.

Creatures have internal biological mechanisms which ensure it will seek what it needs to survive. Caloric and hydration needs are paramount as breathable air is usually abundant. We developed a taste for things high in calories because, in a natural environment, these are far less abundant. These reasons resulted in energy, which the body gets by converting calories (proteins, fats, carbohydrates), to be the most urgent and limiting factor in our survival, causing us to enjoy high-calorie foods more. Billions of years of evolution went into our bodies having intense desires for certain chemicals which provide particular types of nourishment.

Vegetation has been a huge part of a normal homo sapiens diet. They do not have many calories, so a tiny percentage of our caloric intake has been from vegetables; we instead received most of our fiber and micro-nutrients from these sources. By volume, vegetation has been the main part of a homo sapiens’ diet for hundreds of thousands of years. This type of diet contains abundant fiber and vitamins and minerals. Because they have always been an abundant part of our diet we have not developed natural mechanisms that make us actively desire this type of nourishment. Our bodies don’t want these foods as much as caloric-heavy products because our day-to-day energy needs are more important to meet than daily vitamin/mineral intake. Before we got very good at producing, distributing, and consuming the food we want we were forced to work hard and only eat the food that was available from our immediate environment.

Social interaction is necessary, depending on the species. Physically small/weak species, which tend to be lower on the food chain, generally group up to increase protection and individual chances of survival. A homo sapiens on its own is a truly pathetic creature. It would quickly be dispatched by physically adapted animals without the knowledge and support it gains from others.

Survival has always been easier when you are in a “better” social standing than others. Fitting in and being alike gains you access to much more opportunity than being an outcast and there are biological mechanisms that push us to conform to the communities with which we interact most. Unfortunately, the majority of our species consumes the media produced by production companies. These production companies thrive in the current structure humans live in, the media they produce can only serve to propagate the concepts that keep them powerful.

Experience-based Definitions

No two people define human concepts the same. Every concept you have learned and understand is based upon the way you have personally experienced it. Our definitions are close enough that we manage to communicate and operate together, but every interaction is still, to some degree, misunderstood. You can never fully empathize with another, because you have not experienced things in a way that gives you identical definitions.

An incredible amount of modern concepts develop in individuals based on the media they choose to enjoy. These scripted events literally program the writers’ concepts into the viewers’ minds as we sit idly and accept the story they tell us. Unless we consciously object to or disagree with something you are experiencing, your brain integrates it as experience and adjusts, even if slightly, the way you perceive future events.

These shows, movies, songs, commercials, etc., are written and shared by people already under the influence of previous generations’ programming. Humanity is continuously building upon and adjusting definitions from earlier times. As with everything else in the universe, you can only advance from what came before. People do not get to decide when they are younger what communities they are exposed to or what information is forced upon their developing minds.

Humans are trained like any other tamed animal to behave in a way to maximize their survival in the environment they live. So much of today’s human environment is purely conceptual; this leads to an incredible range of beliefs and ideals, and even what individuals believe is truly important and necessary becomes extremely diverse.

We get programmed by companies’ advertising to believe their products produce some emotion, and by programming us this way they are actually able to evoke certain responses from us. So much of what we desire was artificially implanted by a third-party for profit. Because near everyone in every community accepts these ideals, and because “fitting in” evolved to become one of the most important aspects of modern human survival, younger generations accept and continue to perpetuate this style of brainwashing and acceptance. We have a huge chunk of the population living their lives to satisfy these unnatural “needs”, never questioning the usefulness or harm these desires cause.

Thought-control=Self-control

Originally written 08-06-2015

I wish to meditate more often because of the power of concentration it gives you. Once you are aware of what you think of you can more easily direct what you think of. This has an incredible amount of useful applications in your life. From noticing and accepting emotions, to altering your perspective on events to change what emotions you feel entirely.

No emotion is felt before the thought that causes it. It doesn’t have to be audible or internally vocalized; a “flash” of understanding or a contradiction to the reality you keep in your mind can be an instant emotional trigger, either positively or negatively. Being aware of this change in your mind can help you understand what happened and, if you wish, you can even figure out the underlying cause and change your perspective on the event to alter the way it makes you feel. This is very tricky and is only possible if you allow yourself to not cling to your negative emotion, as if you’re justified to feel that way, and instead allow yourself freedom from the negative impact it had on your state and potentially change it so much so that it creates a positive impact on you. Everything you feel is based upon how you individually interpret the events in your life.

Not only would power over attention give great power over your personal perspective, but it also gives you incredible concentration. The less distracted you are by other neural synapses firing in your head or other stimuli, internal or external , the more fully you can dive into whatever it is you wish to concentrate on, opening up previously forgotten depths of learning and increases in skill. We all forget life as a baby, how incredibly difficult it must have been for an infant to first realize control over limbs, and later even finer control over fingers. How incredibly difficult it must have been for us to figure out how to contract specific muscles in specific ways at specific amounts with our minds. How difficult for us it must have been to learn how to balance and stabilize ourselves. As adults we hardly devote a fraction of the willpower we exhibited as babies, desperately struggling to match the humans capabilities around it. As it is, the more deeply into a task we devote our attention, the better we absorb the information. There are different levels of willpower, and we slowly diminish the amount we exhibit. I not-so-secretly believe this is the reason babies sleep so much and why as we get older and older we seem to need less and less sleep. But the rate at which children and babies learn is incredible in comparison to the way we learn as we grow up. The way they focus and their lack of concrete definitions is intrinsic to their learning abilities.

With greater focus comes greater power over addictions. I used to like to say “oh, I don’t have an addictive personality.” This is bullshit. Everybody on the planet has an addictive personality because we all have the same neurotransmitters, some of which we absolutely love. One of the best ways to overcome addiction is gaining greater willpower. One of the best ways to gain better willpower is to gain power over your own attention. If you don’t think of whatever monkey it is on your back, you won’t notice there’s a monkey needing satisfaction. And even if said monkey rears it’s head, having an enhanced introspection and awareness of your own state will give you plenty of time to alter your thought pattern before acting on your habit.

Meditation has been shown to have incredible effects on the mind. This type of brain training can have incredibly positive impacts on a life, changing the fulness and richness and vibrancy one experiences in one’s life.

Society Based on Communal Production

Originally written 09-24-2015

Like everything else in the universe, our society can only change in opposition to or in unison with events which affect it. Unless there is a force to change, change will not occur. Capitalism, while a much better system than many others which have existed, is still a poor substitute to utopias that are yet to be.

I believe there must be guidelines for a society of “intelligent” beings to live and survive symbiotically with their host planet…education being the first. No animal will respond to a situation it is unaware of. Humans have an amazing capacity to understand and adapt and make informed decisions, but the prerequisite is being informed. This applies to planetary issues that we, as an “intelligent” species, must take into account if we wish to survive and keep Earth habitable.

Education about ourselves as animals, as a planetary community member, our interdependence, would be stressed while being raised and once education in school began. All human beings would be raised to certain standards of livings with access to very fresh food (if possible) and clean water. The largest concern once the physical needs of all are met is limiting population growth. It is extremely difficult to prevent animals which are not stressed or struggling hard to survive from reproducing.

There would be a way to exchange goods and services, but it would not mimic our current model. There would be no capitalists. To partake of the goods of society you must directly produce for it. Nobody would be able to sit idly, shifting funds and reaping profits. Resources would be properly valued and used efficiently. The amount gained by producing would depend on the tasks impact on the functioning of our society. Water treatment, food production, education, and infrastructure would be of the highest importance as these are the necessary components to keep it running.

Our current political model was established by the wealthiest individuals of their time, which is a clear indication that it was established by the most greedy and selfish people of their time. A system created by these individuals would serve like-minded individuals, which is a clear precursor to today’s disproportionate distribution of wealth.

A society which makes selflessness more beneficial than selfishness must be implemented if it is to last. Humanity’s greatest ability is cooperation, for without it we never could have survived long in the wild. The more isolated and independent-feeling we become, the less we understand or recognize the needs of others. We are still incredibly codependent for almost everything in our lives, but because of the way we get these things it’s hard to recognize our dependence.

We must acknowledge our dependence and recognize it as often as possible to continue cultivating a personal respect and concern for others. Its hard to tell, but everyone contributes to your life in some way.